Cool ...!! i like this song ..

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

g i l a

wey ..
aku x suke r orang nak pertikaikan aku couple ngan sape..!!
wey .. aku mintak beras korang ke ..??
aku nak couple or kwn ngan sape pon ..??
aku tahu aku songsang,...
tapi beb .. chill la ..
x semestinye aku couple ngan PENGKID aku JAHAT ..
& x semestinya ko tu LURUS .. ko BAIK ,,
haluuu ..
cermin dulu diri sendiri sdebelum cermin orang ..
ker xdk cermin kat umah ko ..??
meh aku tolong belikan ..

i dun give a SHIT ...
please la wey ..
aku tahu ape yang aku wat ..
so x yah la nak kepoh2 & pandang hina kat orang2 cam aku & dier k..
btw .. kitorang pon manusia biasa jugak ..
kitorang pon ade hati & perasaan k ..!

F U C K ..!!

damn ... FUCKING STRESS ..!!!

juz rcvd 1 sms from sis ...!!
tros aku rase nak bunoh .. maki .. sepak terajang ..
damn ... sumpah aku rase darah aku naik ..
mnggigil sume badan ..nak nangis ...
cedey .. terkilan ..!!
Ya Allah ...
ape plak DUGAAN kali untuk kami satu keluarga ...?
cukup la .. aku da sangat lembik ..!!
aku x kuat seperti orang lain sangka kan ..!!

wahai manusia .. sesungguh ko adeq aku ..
patut nye ko kene lindungi mak .. kakak & adeq2 ko ..
xpe la .. kalau ko x anggap aku kakak ko ..
tolong pikir pasai mak ... kak lin & adeq2 yang lain..

ko da besar ... gune hotak seket ..!!
jangan nak bagi masalah kat orang lain ..
jangan nak biar orang lain yang tanggung masalah yang ko create sendiri ..!!
please la wey ..!!

da lar ..
aku da sangat penat menulis ..!!
sangat penat pikir pasai korang ,.!!
aku nak korang tahu ..
aku sayang gile kat korang semua k ..!!!!

our calculation

mine..!!


FEBRUARY

* Abstract thoughts
* Loves reality and abstract
* Intelligent and clever
* Changing personality
* Temperamental
* Quiet, shy and humble
* Low self esteem
* Honest and loyal
* Determined to reach goals
* Loves freedom
* Rebellious when restricted
* Loves aggressiveness
* Too sensitive and easily hurt
* Showing anger easily
* Dislike unnecessary things
* Loves making friends but rarely shows it
* Daring and stubborn
* Ambitious
* Realizing dreams and hopes
* Sharp
* Loves entertainment and leisure
* Romantic on the inside not outside


Age in years 23.48
Age in months 282
Age in days 8572
Age in hours 205728
Age in minutes 12343687
Age in seconds 740621244
Age in Milli seconds 74062124403
Age in weeks 60004
You born on Monday


Luvely dier..!!!


AUGUST

* Loves to joke
* Attractive
* Suave and caring
* Brave and fearless
* Firm and has leadership qualities
* Knows how to console others
* Too generous and egoistic
* Takes high pride of oneself
* Thirsty for praises
* Extraordinary spirit
* Easily angered
* Angry when provoked
* Easily jealous
* Observant
* Careful and cautious
* Thinks quickly
* Independent thoughts
* Loves to lead and to be led
* Loves to dream
* Talented in the arts, music and defense
* Sensitive but not petty
* Poor resistance against illnesses
* Loving and caring
* Loves to make friends

Age in years 26.01
Age in months 312
Age in days 9495
Age in hours 227889
Age in minutes 13673335
Age in seconds 820400104
Age in Milli seconds 82040010388
Age in weeks 66468
You born on Monday

ramadhan coming

alamak ..
puasa...
ahahhhahaahha..
alhamdulillah...

so kene jaga ape yang patut la during puasa ni an ..??
mulut .. perangai ,.. pakaian ..
hahahahahh..
kene sopan selalu .. :D

setiap kali puasa mesti aku rindu arwah atuk & nenek ..
harap2 tahun ni dapat jumpe dorang ...
orang kate .. bile puasa dorang akan balik tgk anak cucu ,,
nenek .. atuk ..
along rindu ..
muncul ye depan mate along or dalam mimpi along .. :(

aku ni xtahu leh pose ke x .. coz aku still period ..
sedey kot kalau xleh pose yang 1st ... :(
uwaaa...
harap2 pagi nanti bangun sahur .. NO MORE PERIOD ...
insyaAllah ..

hey .. da 4 tahun pose ngan yayunk ... hahhahha
beshh .. beshhh ..
ouh ..cyg aku mcm2 ..
nak beli micowave la ..
meja makan la ..
huhuhuhuhu

mm .. let me think 1st ya yunk ...!! :)